Woke up late and still didn't feel 100%. Well, truth be told not even 50% I made the effort to do Yoga at 7am with Layla but then just couldn't face driving to Cumbria in the snow and cold as I still couldn't breathe properly so canceled my appointment and went back to bed. I know deep down that if I got up and got dressed and went to an appointment I would probably feel better but I just can't face it at the moment. It's hard enough to motivate yourself when you feel on top form without trying to when you aren't at your best.
I did my shaving foam test as I was in dire need of a shave. It was a really smooth shave and I didn't get any shaving rash which is always a good sign. Then I got a delivery that I wasn't expecting out of the blue even though it was a product test I had applied for I didn't think I would get it. I received some really expensive gaming headphones from Influenster and they came at a great time as Fiona was only saying the other day she was struggling to hear me. I can't wait to give them a spin.
Did my introduction video for the fast food market research which I have been putting off cos I could barely speak with my sore throat and just haven't felt like doing it. I just can't get enthusiastic about anything at the moment but I am kind of used to is at this time of year it's always the of year when my mental health takes a dip. ;-/
I get annoyed with myself when I start to feel down because I usually don't have anything to feel fed up about but it just comes over me like a wave and I can't seem to get back to the surface where I'm buoyant again. Even things that should make me feel happy just aren't working at the mo. It's that bloody dark cloud blocking out the sun again but I am going to try and wake up tomorrow and force myself to get up and dressed and out for a walk with Bella even if it's really cold cos the fresh air will do me the world of good and hopefully give me a vitamin D boost.
Treated myself to a facemask as I haven't really been looking after my skin lately, and now I'm looking at that pic I seriously need to "just for men" my beard tomorrow for sure.
Oh well tomorrow is another day.
Goodnight All (all 3 of you that read this lol).
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